..your voice is small and fading...

[woodsmoke will always tell old stories]
sam/girl dean, past sam/ruby
adult
4980 words

notes: au. Dean is a girl and always has been.

( In the backseat the leather is cold on her legs. It’s early November and she’s wondering where things went wrong. She remembers back in July, the way his fingers felt on her back, moving in tiny ticklish circles; her body aches for him in ways she’s never known before. )

I've managed to gain a pound and some, somehow. i just want to lose this weight, and i want to exercise, and it's so hard to make time for it with school and the baby.

i just want to reach my weight goal for december: 90lbs at MOST, preferrably less if i can pull it off without bringing too much attention to myself.

i hate looking like this.

[somewhere i have never travelled]
sam/dean
adult
2,559 words

spoilers for season one and season two


( 'Dad’s asleep,” Dean says, finally coming to sit down next to his brother. Sam doesn’t say anything, just glances sidelong at him, and Dean picks up a few rocks and chucks them across the street too. Sam’s silences are long lately, settling in the greens of his irises and the blacks of his pupils. Dean watches him push stones aside, slide his worn sneakers (more hand-me-downs) across the dirt. 'Sam.' )

[cut you up]
Sam/Dean, Sam/other
NC-17
2,601 words

notes: this is an AU

( it seems outside the screen, such a pretty face often will look dreadful )